(you guys are really cryworthy)
Leaving onese'08 really hurts cuz I've never fallen so deeply in love with ANY other class before. I feel like a part of my soul vanished into thin air and just
left.
You guys just mean so much to me. It's gonna be so weird to leave everything. Yesterday during choir, a trainer came over to teach and told us to close our eyes and imagine a landscape you really loved, and so I imagined the 1SE classroom. I don't know but it just really hurt me that I started tearing and it just really hurt. :-(
It's gonna be really weird to step into a different class without having ducky or jamie tan coming to slap you or irritate you; without having shixuan and kailin and claire screaming at each other; without having megan "sexualising" everything everyone says; without having florence to be nagging at me and yelling at me to pick up her pencil case whenever I push it over on accident; without having to gossip with charissa during chinese; without having chelsea going 'TAH!!' when you tickle her and to have catfights with her over joe jonas; without having clarberr's laughter; without having dee screaming and yelling; without having becky to overreact over EVERYTHING with me; without having to point the loser sign at kailin who is directly opposite me every other lesson; without having to screw up everything we cook at home ec with vicky see; without having to poke fun at v.ong for being so tall and blur; without having gale going crazy and yelling like madz; without having claire carving korean words on the table and laughing at acch with her; without having phyllis to poke me everyday; without having mel to swear at me every other day; without having rachel neo's laughter and teasing me of being mrs clinton; without having lee rui's madness and all; without having elizabeth talking about jonas brothers with us; without having yan ru to go SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH every time we talk; without having steph koh's oh-so cute laughter; without having to poke elena and to hear her laughter; without having to play with inez or just stare at each other blankly for 5 whole minutes; without having sarah anne cracking stupid jokes with me about chess club and other ccas; without having junlei being all chim and cute; without having tann wei raping my mouse pad and playing the stoning game with me; without having brenda and sarah chung chase after me for my math worksheets; without having leanne chase ALL of us for overdue payments and forms; without having megan lam complain like hell (HAR-HAR); without having to sing the hsm songs with my little hsm-crazy clique; without having valerie and her ignorance about adolf hitler and her bear-hugs too; without having yin kiu and her cute floral bags(!!) and honestly speaking, her accent; without having yunwen to be a little crazy and to lead during pe(!); without having lea and her cutesy crap; without having jamie ang and her being late (:-P); without having mrs b being my fav teacher doing her cute things; without having ms sharon to buy us cakes and nag at us; without having ms chan and her math(!!!!); without having pang pang being mean but cute at the same time; without having Mr Sim being so cute and dorky!!!!!!!; without having mr teo making lessons fun; (OH YEAH) without having hansol being my bestest friend in the world...
This list could go on and it'd never stop. You guys have given me the best memories in my 12 years, 10 months, and 24 days of existence. Thank you for everything; malacca; sports day; cheers; dances; singing and so much more. I have no clue what I'd do without a class like you. You guys have been much more than a class to me. You were and still are my second family. You guys are the greatest friends in the world, the best I've ever met. Thank you for everything, I love all of you very much and I can't stop saying that. Once again, thanks for the memories.
Lots of love,
Sonia Tan(32) of Secondary 1SE 2008
PS. Photos up real soon. Don't even know if I'm in the mood, seeing the photos make me cry again and again and again.
